Its been ten days now since we last had running water at home.  Its been rough.  We’ve been showering at other teachers’ houses and surviving, but not having water is a little rough.  How did humankind survive without running water all those centuries!?  The temperatures are warming up, though, this weekend.  At least that is what the weather forecast says.  If we can get up above zero, maybe then Felix and the maintenance guys will be able to get us thawed out.  All the other teachers’ houses are now thawed out, so I’m hopeful that tomorrow will be our day!

Tonight, I got to watch my first ever basketball games in Kotlik.  The Lady Falcons were down by ten points at one point in the second quarter against Alakanuk, but were able to come back in the second half and win 68-47.  It felt good to watch the game from the stands with the rest of the community, like being part of something.  The girls played hard in their second game against Scammon Bay, but ended up losing 45-53.  They play both teams again tomorrow morning, so still have a chance to go 3-1 this weekend.  

We ate dinner at school tonight in the kitchenette in the elementary wing: tater tots and chicken patties.  I took a shower today over at Robin and Jerry’s place.  The girls spent the last two nights having sleepovers, Friday night over at Robin’s, and last night over at Jaqi’s.  We have no water at home.  We haven’t had water since Wednesday.

It’s been bitterly cold here, even cold for Kotlik.  The temps for days hovered around -40 and if you don’t keep water dripping constantly, your pipes will freeze.  I didn’t know that, though, until after it was too late.  Kate had been without water since she got back to Kotlik and had been staying with us.  But now neither house has water.  I’m told we can get a little back on our rent if this lasts ten total days.  That means we’d need to be without water another five days.  I’d much prefer just to have water back.

There are some villages in Alaska that have no running water at all.  There’s no running water, in fact, on the other side of the river here in Kotlik.  I’m told that ten years ago nobody in Kotlik had running water.  I think I could survive somehow under those conditions, but I don’t know how.  I’m not sure what life without running water really looks like exactly.  I know that people can clean themselves with steam somehow; that’s what they do on the other side of the river, but I’m not sure how that works.  And technically, indoor plumbing and running water is a relatively new technology in the history of mankind; I know water was a real luxury in Rome.

I knew before this happened what a luxury running water was.  I enjoyed every steaming hot shower I could get.  There’s nothing more special than escaping into a super hot, steamy shower after you just walked in from a winterworld where the temps drop to -40.  (Did you know that -40F is the same as -40C; it’s the point where the two temperatures meet?).  I suppose, though, that these experiences remind us just how much a luxury things are in the modern world.  Running water.  Hot water.  What simply and wonderful pleasures!  Its supposed to warm up to around zero by Tuesday, and that means that the maintenance men will likely be able finally to get our pipes thawed out.  I’m keeping my fingers crossed!

Ryan has been home now from the hospital for almost two weeks.  She had a successful appendectomy and after a little more than a week in the hospital was allowed to finally come home.  It was two weeks ago Wednesday and I was standing at the back of the school freezing for a fire drill when Brandy and Ryan came racing by on the back of Tony’s snowmobile.  I didn’t even see them, though.  Students told me they had just raced by.  I’ve gotten so used to snowmobiles speeding by that I didn’t even look up for this one.  Brandy told me later that they had both waved, but I completely missed it.

This was one Thanksgiving, though, that we all had a lot to be thankful for.  We had had a scare, but Ryan was safe and healthy.  Dakotah and I ended up spending Thanksgiving day at the school with other teachers, and then the Friday after Thanksgiving we had dinner together with Kate, which was very nice.  It was a great weekend really once we knew for sure that Ryan was going to be okay.  Koda and I watched all three parts of Back to the Future together, and she liked them a lot.  Then we watched all three again with the commentary on.  This will go down as a Thanksgiving that I will always remember well and look back upon fondly.

Now we’re all looking forward to the two-week holiday break.  We’ve got three more days this week after today, and then we get two days off.  I’m hoping to rest a little, but also to get a lot done for the dissertation.  I feel like I’ve fell behind the last few weeks since Ryan went to the hospital.  We’ve been shopping for Christmas early.  I bought Brandy a Kindle Fire and since I’m not good at keeping surprises, I gave it to her right away so she could check it out.  So far, we’re not impressed as it seems to have issues communicating with the internet at our school.  It might work fine, though, once we figure some things out.  Its going to be a great break regardless.  The time off and rest will be wonderful.  And I’ll feel a whole lot better if I get some more work done towards the dissertation.

 

Ryan had to be rushed to the hospital in Anchorage on Monday. We didn’t know it for sure at the time, but her appendix had burst and needed surgery. I’m very thankful that the weather was good and we were able to get her to Anchorage quickly. She’d been feeling ill since Thursday when she spent the day in Brandy’s classroom getting some rest. Then Brandy stayed home with her on Friday, but we didn’t think too much of it, as she seemed to have recovered by Saturday. Sunday, though, she complained of pain in her right side and we started to really get worried. That’s when we started to suspect that it might be appendicitis.

We were able to take her to the village clinic Sunday evening here in Kotlik, but there was really nothing they could do there. We were able to get her and Brandy a flight out, though, that left Kotlik at eleven am on Monday morning, and would go through St. Mary’s, and get her to Anchorage by four in the afternoon. From there, Brandy took a cab to get her to the hospital. The airplane staff helped a lot. They got her a wheelchair in Anchorage and wheeled her right to the line for cabs. Then the cab driver did the same thing at the hospital, getting Ryan a wheelchair and helping her get into the hospital.

Brandy tells me that everybody has been really friendly and helpful at the hospital. They got Ryan right in and after some tests determined that it was indeed appendicitis, but the doctors decided not to operate right away. Instead, they put her on antibiotics and got her re-hydrated through an IV. They told Brandy that it was better in the long term to have her hydrated and filled with antibiotics before the surgery. They initially told Brandy that they would do the surgery on Tuesday afternoon, but because Ryan was responding well to the antibiotics they ended up doing the surgery instead at 9 am. She came through the surgery just fine, but it looks like she and Brandy might be in the hospital for a few days, possibly even as long as two weeks. The appendix had already burst before she goto to the hospital. In fact, the doctor thought that it might have been burst as long as a week already before the operation. The doctor also said that there was a lot of scar tissue on the appendix and it was possible that this was not the first time that she had had appendicitis. Its possible that she had had it before and that it had just healed naturally. I did not realize that that was even possible.

I was able to talk to Ryan last night, but she wasn’t able to talk back very well. She has a tube going down her throat right now and is very uncomfortable. She hasn’t been able to eat or drink in several days, and defiantly told the nurse and her mom that she wanted water later last night. Even in all of this, she still has spirit. She can’t have any food or water, though, until at least tomorrow, and Brandy and the nurse had to explain that to her. She’s getting all her fluids and nourishment now through her IV.

This will be a lonely Thanksgiving, just Dakotah and me here in Kotlik, but we have much to be thankful for. I know that this is hard, but things could have been much worse. We are thankful that the weather cooperated — imagine if this would have coincided with the storm two weeks ago! — and Brandy was able to get Ryan to the hospital in time. We are thankful that Ryan is in the best hospital in Alaska and well taken care of. We have a lot to be thankful for this Thanksgiving, and though we can’t be together for the holiday, we’re happy that our family is healthy and all will be well.

Tuesday night Kotlik was slammed with hurricane-force winds beginning about three in the afternoon, which lasted until well into the night. School let out an hour early so that kids could get home safely in advance of the storm, and Brandy and the girls and I decided that we would try to make our trek to the post office despite the winds. We figured the worst of the storm would not arrive until later, so we thought all would be well. We were wrong. We made it just a few steps on the boardwalk before giving up. It felt as though the winds would blow us right off the boardwalk, so Brandy and I looked at one another at almost exactly the same moment and without even having to exchange words — as though the howling winds would have allowed us to ear one another anyway — we turned and immediately just headed home. I took Koda by the hand; Brandy took Ryan by the hand and we fought our way to our door.

That night the winds just raged. Our whole house shook in the storm. Our bed just shook the whole night, making sleep almost impossible. Ryan and Koda both slept on our floor. We have a shelf in our bedroom with a box of books stored on it. The rattling from the shelf was so loud at one point in the night, that I got up and took it down.

We survived the night, and I called Jerry, the principal, in the morning to see if school would be canceled. At first, he had decided to cancel school, but changed his mind less than an hour later and decided instead to delay the start of school until 10:30 (instead of 8:50).

As the school day passed, the waters from the river began to rise. We got news from people coming to the school that many could no longer get in and out of their houses because of waist-deep frigid waters. The houses here are built for flooding, supported by stilts meant to keep them above flood levels. Its not clear yet whether any homes have been damaged. In the meantime, though, the school has become an emergency shelter. Families are staying in the gym and commons area, using wrestling mats to sleep on. Elders are staying in classroom 152. Teachers were assigned shifts through the night to supervise. Brandy drew a 9pm to midnight shift, and I took a midnight to 2am shift.

We haven’t had much sleep the past two days, and we are tired, but also safe. Many other parts of Western Alaska took a much worse beating from this storm than us. Over all, it appears as though things may not be that bad long term. We’ll see what the flooding looks like today as light comes over the next hour.

Today marks my second week staying with KJ in Boston, and I’ve done a lot so far.  I’ve had a great time and am very happy, though I’m very much starting to miss my family now too.  Two weekends ago, we visited Old North Bridge, where the first shots of the Revolutionary War were fired on April 19, 1775.  That was very cool, and the tour guide was very good.  He was very academic about the thing and led us down the road the colonial militia had taken 236 years previously and had has take turns reading testimony from soldiers on both sides.  Our immediate question was to find, through the testimonies, who had fired the first shots.  We eventually concluded that the British had fired the first shots, warning shots into the river, which the militia mistook as actual shots, and then they returned fire.  We also visited several historical houses, including Old Manse, which is right next door to the Bridge, where several important literary figures once lived.  The following day, last Sunday, we visited Old Sturbridge Village, which was amazing.  It is a living museum, with buildings and life from the 1830s.  We learned from a blacksmith, shoemaker, potter,  and even a printer, all of whom had set up shop and were making actual products while we watched.  The most interesting to me was the printer, who worked at an Acorn Press making military notices while we talked.  Fascinating place.

This past weekend, we did some more sightseeing too.  The highlight of Saturday’s adventure was a visit to the Boston Naval Yard, where we saw three ships.  The most famous of these is the USS Constitution, which was one of six original frigates in the US Navy.  It is the oldest commissioned battleship in the world.  We also saw the Friendship of Salem, a reproduction of an early American merchant vessel, and also we saw the USS Cassin Young, a WW2 battleship.  All three ships were great to see and I feel I learned a lot about history.  Setting foot on the Constitution and the Cassin Young were like stepping backwards into time.  Its made me want to visit more naval ships.  Then yesterday, I ventured off alone with the intention of visiting the Boston Public Library, which unfortunately was closed.  So instead I attended service at the Old South Church which was right next door.  The church is the third oldest in Boston.  I was impressed with the architecture and the beautiful stained glass windows.   I was also impressed with the sermon and the progressive church mission.  The service was delivered by a gay, married man who wore a rainbow scarf and preached about tolerance.  He started with a parable from Matthew in which Jesus teaches that it is not our responsibility as humankind to separate the wheat from the weeds, but instead that is to be left to the angels.  His message was that our lives should be about seeing the good, the “wheat”, in others, and letting God handle out the sorting out of the weeds.  It was a great message.  I could see myself attending regularly a church like that.

Today begins another week of research in the Harvard Historical Textbook Collection and in the Harvard Archives.  I’m also planning to visit the Boston Public Library later this afternoon since I was unable to do so yesterday.  Peace.

Today’s performance of Titus Andronicus was stellar.  It was the first time I’d ever seen Titus performed and I definitely was impressed with the show.  I saw Twelfth Night in the Festival last night and was pleased, but there is something about the intimacy of the Tom Patterson that makes its shows seem more personal.  I bought a rush ticket for today’s show, picking a seat in the second row.  Luckily, though, those in front of me were moved to front row center seats and I was able to take one of their seats in the front row.  I was far to the back of the stage, but in a theater like Tom Patterson I really don’t think such things matter much.  I was right next to the actors the whole time, whereas in the Festival I had a balcony seat, which was still a great seat in my opinion, but today’s seating arrangement was still much better.

I had never seen Titus performed before, either on film or on stage, and it had been years since I read the play, so this morning I bought myself an Oxford copy of the text and spent some time by the Avon River reading the first two acts.  Looking back, I am not entirely sure that I actually finished the play the previous time I read it; one of its scenes at the end took me by surprise today.  It’s actually nice when that happens, though, to be able to see things fresh for the first time, to come to a performance without preconceived notions or expectations.  That likely tainted to some degree my opinions last night of Twelfth Night.  I know I came to that play with a lot of baggage, it being one of my favorites, and having seen it previously three times on stage, and that made it hard for last night’s performance to satisfy me.  It’s a sort of loss of innocence.

I think part of my issue too with last night’s performance, though, is that I am a traditionalist – I am not a fan usually of modern dress performances or highly eclectic mixes of styles – and I almost always prefer a simple staging of a play that gives the appearance of how Shakespeare might have been performed in the past.  I realize that Peter Brooks would likely want nothing to do with such renditions, and I understand the argument that such performances lack originality and fully understand all of those criticisms, but regardless there is something inside me that greatly enjoys a performance done in a simple, consistent and historical costuming.  Yesterday’s Twelfth Night did not attempt to do that, but this afternoon’s performance of Titus did.  Romans were dressed like Romans, or at least how I perceive Romans likely dressed, and the Goths were distinctly different in costume, in much earthier colors and rugged skins.  As I got lost in the action of the play, I felt like I could very well be sitting in on a performance that could just as easily have been staged a century ago, or even four.  It’s like traveling through time.

Another interesting note on the costuming of the play was oftentimes the absence of it.  While the characters were always covered just enough, from the very beginning of the play the amount of skin shown took me by surprise.  At the opening of the play, a cart is wheeled in carrying the bodies of two of Titus’s slain sons.   After they are carried away and buried, a cloth is pulled from the cart revealing a cage below containing the nearly nude bodies of Tamora, her three sons, and Aaron.  Their bodies were dirty and exposed.  The effect made them seem vulnerable.  There seemed a lot of flesh flashed and shown in this performance.  A sign outside warned that this performance would include extreme violence and sexual situations.

I was also impressed with the theme of brotherhood in the play.  It seems as though there are brothers everywhere in the play.  I could probably write an entire essay about the theme of brotherhood in the play; I’m sure it’s likely already been done several times before already, though.  I would probably know of at least twelve such essays if I were more familiar with this play.

The performance included some bizarre and very dark humor at times.  For such a dark play, it seems hard to imagine the audience ever laughing, but we did.  Demetrius and Chiron were so stupid and foolish in their vileness, that if the situation were different we might have thought them clowns and laughed, though nobody actually did in this case.  At one point in the opening scene, they were released from the cage and made to kneel near Lavinia, and they reached out their fingers to try lustily to touch her foot.  It was funny in a morbid and disgusting way, not the type of funny that makes people laugh, though.  In the scene where they fight with one another over Lavinia, they pick and poke at each other in a way almost resembling the Three Stooges, pulling hair and twisting nipples.  One of the brothers made sexual motions atop the other while the other screamed as a woman.  They laughed, but we didn’t.  These weren’t what I meant when I talked about the parts where we laughed.  It was Titus, who made us laugh at one point.  As his hand was about to be cut off by Aaron, he pulled it back – his right hand – and changed his mind, his indecision leading us to laugh.  He then indicated he would have his left cut off instead.  He made us laugh a second time when he asked Aaron to pin his wrist down with one hand, while holding an axe with the other.  Don’t think, though, that the scene was not horrific.  These brief moments of laughter were squeezed into what was otherwise a horrific scene.  It was perhaps the most troubling for the audience of all the scenes, as what I remember most was not on stage, but in the first row of the audience just across me.  A woman in purple sat there and kept her face covered with her hands for much of the scene unwilling to watch.  Interestingly, after the intermission a few minutes later, she didn’t come back.  She needn’t have covered her face, though; the lights went to black in the moment that Aaron chopped off Titus’s hands.  The production handled all of the moments of violence with a blast of a trumpet and drowning us in darkness.  The effect was simple, but worked.  At times, I even didn’t want to watch.  I would like to have spoken with the lady in purple who left the theater after intermission; I wonder if the material was just too violent for her.

Towards the end of the play, Tamora plays the part of Revenge and comes on with her two sons, who play Murder and Rape.  I couldn’t recognize them at first beneath their costumes.  They were in red and had long sticks under their robes that gave them the impression of having unnaturally long arms, which the used to make grand gestures and move delicately around the stage.  They had claws at the end of their arms and seemed like birds.  It is this scene that made me question whether I had ever finished the play previously because I could not remember it at all.  It was not until Titus began to reference their similarity in appearance to Tamora and her sons that I realized what was happening.

The ending of the play also struck me.  Young Lucius was played by a child of about ten years old; he seemed so small and innocent on the stage throughout the play.  In the last scene, though, it is this child who makes the killing blow upon Saturninus.  He stabs him repeatedly in the chest again and again while his uncle holds Saturtinus arms behind his back.  He smiled and seemed to enjoy the killing.  The boy playing the role wasn’t a particularly great actor, though I’m not sure I’ve ever seen somebody so young on stage who I would say was that good.  Throughout the whole play, though, he had been mild mannered and almost emotionless in his lines.  In this moment, though, in this killing moment he smiled and laughed and reveled in the murder.  I am not sure if the director intended this, but it was haunting.  There was a perverse pleasure in the murder, in this killing, as the need for revenge is passed on to another generation.  It’s a haunting statement about revenge, the way it can never be quelled, that is later echoed in Romeo and Juliet.  The thought of that little boy stabbing with his knife is perhaps the moment of the production that I’ll have the most trouble with.

The play is also inconclusive about what happens to Aaron’s baby son.  Thinking about the baby too is problematic, and there is a theme about what we are to do with the youth when revenge and villainy  grip their elders.  I don’t know of anything myself in the text that indicates how to handle the baby’s last scene, but the little African American doll is taken off stage by Lucius.  He wipes its brow with some water, and carries it off stage tenderly, leaving the possibility that the baby will be spared.  It leaves an interesting dilemma, because if youth can be expected in the performance to revenge on behalf of their grandfathers  and fathers, then what is eventually to become of this little baby Aaron.  Overall, Aaron was a fascinating character.  The dichotomy between him as villain and father was amazing.  Throughout the whole play, he played the paramount villain, almost comic bookish in his anger and hate.  He paralleled Iago.  But when he held that baby in his arms, the audience sighed and didn’t know how to feel.  And for a split moment, we didn’t want him hung or executed, because that little tiny baby needed him, and he seemed to need the baby.  It was almost like the baby changed his father when it was in his arms.  Aaron held him so tenderly, even fighting off Tamora’s sons with one arm while holding his son in the other.  When watching one side of Aaron, it was hard to imagine the other; he seemed such a split personality.

This was a great performance of Titus, and not just because I liked my seat and the theater better.  It really grabbed the language of the play and thrust its violence into the audience; it made us gasp and look away.  It’s a revenge tragedy.  Its bloody and violent and sexual.  It was a powerful piece.  I’m tonight going to see if I can get a rush ticket still for Camelot.  If I can, I’ll go, otherwise I’ll take off shortly here for Cambridge and Boston.

While watching Twelfth Night this afternoon in Stratford, I was frustrated by my blurred memories of previous shows.  I know that I had previously seen Twelfth Night in Stratford some years ago, though I don’t recall exactly when and also the amazing performance with James Keegan at the Blackfriars four summers ago in 08-09, followed by what seemed to me a dismal performance the following summer in Washington DC in 09-10.  This must then have been the fourth time that I have seen Twelfth Night in performance live on the stage.  Unfortunately, my memories of these four performances are hard to distinguish and I wish I would have recorded at least a brief reflection in writing on my blog after each performance.  With that said, as I sat watching this afternoon, I resolved to take some minutes this evening and reflect upon the performance.

One of the things that I do recall from the first time seeing Twelfth Night in Stratford some years ago was the treatment of Antonio.  I remember an ending where all the other characters danced and reveled on stage while Antonio sat dismally alone on the stage stairs.  In that performance, it seemed much more that Antonio truly doted upon Sebastian, but in sharp contrast to the previous Stratford performance, Antonio, this time played by Michael Blake, stayed on stage and was actively involved with the dancing and revelry alongside the other characters.  He was happy; this Antonio hadn’t just lost something like the previous Antonio.  I think these two different endings for Antonio say something very different about his character.  If we are to read in the earlier rendition a sense of frustration and alienation in the doting Antonio, it suggests that his affection for Sebastian was not entirely platonic; it makes him a much fuller, more human character.  If though, he is able to take joy in Sebastian’s union with Olivia, then that suggests something very much platonic, and leaves no explanation for his willingness to sacrifice so much for Sebastian.  This afternoon’s performance of Antonio was disappointing as a result.  I think the prior portrayal creates a significantly deeper character with an entirely other dimension of interest which piques my own curiosity.   If Antonio has a homoerotic interest in Antonio, then that transforms into a much more round and interesting character than simply the flat foil who helps move the action in those scenes that involve Sebastian.  I’d like to see more in him, and more in many of Shakespeare’s minor characters, than such a two-dimensional person.  Both portrayals are valid textually, but the earlier presents a much deeper and more interesting look at the character.  I’m not saying he’s got to be portrayed as a homosexual, but anytime you make the minor characters more round, you enrich the entire performance.

Malvolio did not participate in the festivities either in that earlier performance; instead I recall that at the very last moment before the lights went out, he captured Feste in a cage, the same cage he himself had been captured in earlier in the performance.  He was not there, though, at all at the end in today’s performance – he had already stormed off stage after delivering his crowd-hushing “I’ll be revenged on the whole pack of you” which was fascinating because he seemed to direct his anger directly towards the audience which I think likely caused some of us to feel a pang of guilt for having laughed at his situation; he had made us all accomplices.  I think this performance left us with a much stronger sense of the malice that Malvolio might be capable of.  By leaving it open, we are left to wonder at the revenge he will eventually take on “us”.  In the previous, we have a more comic ending, where the audience sees that his revenge will be merely something funny and playful.  Both choices were great ones, putting Feste in a cage the more comical of the two, and today’s performance darker and more tragic.

Another point with which I take issue is when Sir Andrew, played by Stephen Ouimette, delivers his line “I was adored once too.”  This is one of my favorite lines in the play and I even noticed in the Theater Store that a tee shirt is offered that says this line across the chest.  I once read a critic – though I forget now who – who wrote that this is the one line in which we take Sir Andrew seriously, the one moment in which we feel sorry for him, the single line that gives him an entirely other dimension to his character.  Like Antonio, he is not a one-dimensional jester-type character, but instead somebody with a history, a history in which he too was once adored, once loved.  This line says so much about him, endears the audience to him in a way that contrasts sharply with all of the other lines which are humorous.  In this performance, though, the audience laughed.  I don’t know if the actor intended them to laugh or not, but they did.  I didn’t laugh.  It wasn’t funny.  It’s not a funny line.   This was a preview performance, and I hope that the actor playing Sir Andrew finds a way to fix that line for future performances.  There’s so much there he can do with that line.  With that said, though, I must also add that I think Sir Andrew was the highlight of the performance.  He used gesture and movement to capture his (other) lines in a way that suggested comic genius.  He had the audience in stitches nearly the whole performance.  For example, in his fight with Cesario/Viola, the two simply touch swords, they clank softly against one another, and he turns his head away in terror.  It was very funny.  When told to put his sword up, he thrust it right up into the air, ready in a moment to surrender the fight at the first opportunity.  He was able to find instances in the language and take unique turns with them that kept the audience guessing.  Moments like this filled up the performance.  Though Sir Toby’s performance was acceptable, he was outdone in this performance by Sir Andrew.

This was a performance filled with too with sport.  The play opened with music and the second scene of the play in which Viola lands on the beach.  Several sports were also played on stage and the idea of sport was an important theme throughout the play.  On his first appearance, Sir Toby follows a flying golf ball onto the stage, dressed in the most outrageous of golf attire.  At one point, he takes aim at the audience and I’m certain many of those in the audience cringed in the dark for fear he was about to hit the ball at them.  It was a great moment in which the audience was included.  In a scene with Orsino and Cesario, they mime taking practice swings with a baseball bat in a batting cage, complete with appropriate sound effects.  When Malvolio, in yellow stockings cross-gartered, attempts to woo Olivia, he interrupts at a game of tennis with her ladies. (The net that served as a background for batting practice became the net now for tennis.)  This sport emphasized that this is a play about festivity and play-time.

The portrayal of Feste, acted by Ben Carlson, was one of the more interesting that I’ve seen.  He seemed in this performance somehow wiser than I’ve imagined him in the past.  He is played by an accomplished singer – most if not all the actors were fantastic singers – and he sung his songs with such depth and power, that it was very hard to see him as a clown figure in any sense.  His wit made us laugh, but he didn’t have the body language of other fools I’ve seen (or imagined; like I said my memory feels a bit muddy).  Sir Andrew and Sir Toby and even Maria had great body language that made us laugh, but we were forced to take the fool a bit more seriously than I think we expected to do.  His was an elevated humor, and he captured that well.  Shakespeare’s fools are always fantastic and intriguing characters, but there was something in the solemnity and seriousness of this Feste that seemed unexpected.

The music made this performance different too.  Feste was the highlight in terms of music, but others also were strong singers.  This performance had a lot of music to it, much more than even the Staunton performance which had a lot.  The actors donned leather and had a seventies rock band look to them at times.  The play even started with them dressed this way, and they took the stage to the rock music.  Most of the songs were sung more than once.  One interesting thing was that Feste used contrasting songs in the same scene.  In the drunken evening scene with Sir Toby and Sir Andrew his love song was beautiful, and then he was able to switch to a fun, hell-raising song afterwards that made us all laugh.  The songs and the comedy were the highlights of the performance.

Overall, this was a good performance of Twelfth Night, but not a great performance.  I enjoyed it and it felt good to be back in the Festival Theater for the first time in some five years, but it wasn’t the greatest Stratford performance I’ve been to by any means.  I haven’t mentioned the non-comic characters in any depth because they really didn’t leave any lasting impression upon me.  For the most part, they were dull.  There was nothing in Orsino that really struck me.  The same is true of Olivia; she made me smile a time or two, but for the most part there was nothing in her portrayal of Olivia that amazed me.  Even Viola for the most part seemed dull to me.  I think in comparison with the Staunton version, it just seemed to me that the actors of Stratford don’t fully use their audience.  The Staunton performance was by far the strongest of the four, and it was strong because you became part of the show in a way that I don’t think they try to do in Stratford.  There was the moment when Malvolio looked right into the audience and made us accomplices, perhaps the strongest moment of the whole performance, but there were other missed opportunities when the actors could have brought us into the action ourselves too.  Maybe at this point, though, I’m judging a style of acting instead of accepting the Stratford-style on its own terms.  It was a good show, don’t get me wrong, I enjoyed myself immensely.  It just wasn’t a great show.

  1. What formative classroom experiences did you have as a student in your K-12 and undergraduate education that may have shaped your beliefs today about the teaching of Shakespeare?  What modes of learning — performance-based, reading-based, other — were most predominate in your own secondary and undergraduate experience?
  2. Can you think of any particular teachers or professors who were particularly influential in shaping your understanding of Shakespeare and/or teaching?
  3. Were there any non-classroom experiences you recall from your adolescence and young adulthood that shaped your understanding of teaching and/or Shakespeare?  Have you been involved in any theatrical productions?  If so, what roles did you take on?
  4. Did your parents or any other family members play any role in shaping your interest in Shakespeare?  (In these first four questions, I am essentially asking if you have any stories from your student experiences that you would like to share.
  5. Can you think of any memorable moments as a teacher or anecdotes from the classroom that you could share?  Are there any particular “ah-ah” moments you’ve had as a teacher that challenged you to think differently about teaching and/or Shakespeare?  (Essentially, I’m asking if you have any favorite stories you might like to share from your experiences as a teacher.)
  6. Can you think of any books or scholarly thinkers who were most influential in shaping the way that you understand Shakespeare and/or teaching?
  7. Today, it is virtually impossible to find a dissenting voice in the educational scholarship against performance-based methods.  What do you see as the turning point historically in the debate on the use of performance-based methods in classrooms?  The Folger?  An scholarly interest in performance in the fifties and sixties?
  8. Some have suggested that despite their presence in educational scholarship the past decades, performance-based methods are still not the predominate methods used in teaching Shakespeare in everyday K-12 and undergraduate classrooms.  Do you agree or disagree with this assertion?  Why?
  9. In what ways do you think that state and national standards combined with standardized state assessments have influenced the teaching of Shakespeare?  In what ways do you think that standards and assessments will influence the teaching of Shakespeare as the 21st century progresses?
  10. This last question is a bit fantastical and imaginative.  If you were able to travel backwards in time for just one day, to the time of Shakespeare, to do one day’s worth of research, what you spend your day doing?  Would you study some theatrical element of the Globe Theater?  Is there a particular passage you would like to see done in performance, or even perhaps ask Shakespeare about himself?  Essentially, I am asking you which “secret” from Shakespeare do you find most intriguing; what impossible bit of knowledge, given the chance, would you most like to uncover?

 

In class Tuesday, we watched a 1984 film called Playing Shakespeare.  Its not one film, but a series of films on acting out Shakespeare.  I thought it was adequate and interesting, but it was very difficult to follow, even for the honors kids.  It definitely presents material at a very scholarly level.  I was impressed, though, that the honors kids, who were taking Cornell notes did a good job today in still picking out pieces and taking away something from it.  We watched episode one in second period, episode two in third period, and episode three in fourth period.  There are other discs too with further episodes, but I’ve got the gist of the program now and I don’t think its appropriate for my kids.  I’m happy I tried it and know now, but I don’t want to spend more time with it.

One thing that was frustrating for me, was the intense interest in nuances of language.  They talked a great deal about stress and inflection and such, and I must confess myself to be generally not well trained in these areas.  I struggle greatly in being able to scan a line of verse and determine which syllables are stressed and unstressed.  I keep hoping at some point, I’ll simply figure that out, but I haven’t yet.  I still struggle with it and am generally confused about it. I hear the de dum de dum de dum but when it apples to words I can’t tell very well which syllables are stressed and unstressed.  I don’t hear the rhythm as rhythm when its applied to actual language.   I think it is much like the five year old who has learned to speak grammatically, but cannot yet name the parts of speech or identify nuances of grammar.  He or she can speak the language well, but doesn’t grasp the terms that apply to language.  I am that way with verse still.  I can read Shakespearean passages well.  I can understand them.  I know when to stress certain words and when to add inflection.  I know to see and emphasize repetition and make meaning through the way words are said, but when scholars start talking about scansion, and stress, and inflection, and the like, I’m not sure exactly what they are talking about.  As such, I get uncomfortable when this conversation comes up.  I would like to find a book that would help explain it all to me.  I should look for that, and then do some practice with it.  Maybe that would be a good lesson to find for myself and the kids to work through.  I think it comes from practicing scanning the lines, and is simply a skill that must be learned and practice before you can get good at it.  With some practice, I could get it.

On the other hand, though, I often question scholarly texts that spend a lot of time examining such subtle nuances of language.  I think that there is meaning at a broader level for our students and that elements of characterization will help to develop language.  For example, in the third episode today of Playing Shakespeare, several actors and Barton – the lead director in the series – argued for the fact that language drives characterization and that it would be impossible for characterization to drive language.  I do not agree with that.  I think that characterization comes first, and that characterization determines meaning in the language.  Who the character is determines what the characters says and the knowledge of the character determines for the actor how the language is to be spoken.  I really do get the opposing argument, but I just don’t fully grasp it yet.  Maybe I am naive, but I think there is something deeper than the language itself.  I get that the script is all we have, it is the language that we have in front of us, and that it is only the language that determines the play, but I think that a holistic look at that language, the overencompassing development of the character’s language that should come first in study before the minute study of individual words, lines, and passages.

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